Why are things different this time?

I start this post with a question: “Why am I having feelings of desire for dressing beyond the usual?

You might well be asking “what is usual?”, and obviously the answer will be different for everyone.

Speaking for myself, the dressing desire has previously begun to deteriorate after a couple of weeks of getting back into it.  From memory it’s been a month at the very most.

This time, though, things seem to be different and for the life of me, I can’t work out why!

My “normal” scenario goes something like this:

Things start off with me beginning to notice women – more precisely, I begin to notice what they’re wearing. At first this is more a sub-conscious thing, but at some point I realise what I’m doing and I know that it’s a sign that Sarah is on her way back.

After a few days of this the old feelings that are best described as ‘butterflies in my stomach’ begins to surface and I find myself in a women’s clothes section in a daze taking in all the wonders before me.  Within a week I’m dressing again.

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It’s been too long

I seem to have been here before, spending prolonged periods away from dressing, not to mention this blog and you readers.  I can only apologise but I’m not exactly sure what I can do about either for the moment . Work and home life are both conspiring against me making regular posts … at least posting something worthwhile!  I’ve had so many ideas for subjects of posts but just haven’t had the time or the energy to write them.  They will no doubt appear at some point, hopefully sooner rather than later, eh?

Although I have managed to get in some dressing time I haven’t had a chance to post the pics.  I may rectify that at the weekend.

This, though, is not one of those occasions, though, because I have finally managed to get some decent dressing time in and this is the result (click on the pic for large version):

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Party dress

Pretty dress

I think you’ll agree I saved the best for last!?

Well, that’s my opinion and it’s really the only one that counts, eh?

I bought this dress – yes, from eBay – over a year ago and this is the first chance I’ve had to wear it!  It was well worth the wait, I can tell you.

It’s a gorgeous gold satin dress with a brown mesh overlay and I absolutely LOVE it.  Can’t wait to get another chance to wear it.

The thoughts & rants of a crossdresser

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